On the drive home one of the girls I met and I were sharing love stories..which us girls love so much lol..and it's such a bittersweet topic but in the middle of telling her my my recent story this song came on the radio...kinda of a coincidence..
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Love Stories
So last night I went out for a friends birthday and got to hang out and meet some pretty cool new people...had a blast.
On the drive home one of the girls I met and I were sharing love stories..which us girls love so much lol..and it's such a bittersweet topic but in the middle of telling her my my recent story this song came on the radio...kinda of a coincidence..
On the drive home one of the girls I met and I were sharing love stories..which us girls love so much lol..and it's such a bittersweet topic but in the middle of telling her my my recent story this song came on the radio...kinda of a coincidence..
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Eat.Pray.Love
So I'm going to be honest...This just has not my year!!! I've had my share of issues in all main aspects of my life...I have to say though I still have been able to stay my strong positive self (like my friend tells me I have a California Positive attitude)...but I wont lie I have still have had my low moments,and this week has been a very low moment...there has been changes I can not control along with I been having very strong intuitions & signs...I'm a true believer in signs...it's the universe trying to help you. So I've been having a hard time the last few days.So I decided to force myself to do something motivating then lay around and feel sorry for myself...so I decided to re-watch the Movie Eat Pray Love... that movie is truly motivating to me in every aspect.The traveling and learning a new language part obviously.But this time I watched it and the quotes just seemed to touch me. I have been currently trying to have more positive influences in my life..weeding out all the bad/Negative and surrounding myself with lots of peace ,love and Happiness.I've also been Mediating,yoga/exercise,healthy diet(you are what you eat..if you eat shitty that is how you will feel) and surrounding myself with good friends , family and soon to be taking advice from a life coach...Life Coaching is about learning to live on the level of information and messages...for example Life continuously provides us with information and messages and when we do not listen, the messages turn into problems ..when we do not address the problems, they turn into a crisis...When the crisis is left unresolved, we have chaos in our lives.So I'm very confident I will soon see a better picture of my life and a better me.
So I decided I need to read this book now too...so my goal is try and read it on my next vacation in a few weeks. The following quotes I posted I love,they mostly have to do about letting go & and setting yourself free.
“But I really loved him.”
“Big deal. So you fell in love with someone. Don’t you see what happened? This guy touched a place in your heart deeper than you thought you were capable of reaching. I mean you got zapped, kiddo. But that love you felt, that’s just the beginning. You just got a taste of love. That’s just limited little rinky-dink mortal love. Wait till you see how much more deeply you can love than that. Heck, Groceries – you have the capacity to someday love the whole world. It’s your destiny. Don’t laugh.”
“I’m not laughing.” I was actually crying. “And please don’t laugh at me now, but I think the reason it’s so hard for me to get over this guy is because I seriously believed David was my soul mate.”
“He probably was. Your problem is you don’t understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can’t let this one go. It’s over, Groceries. David’s purpose was to shake you up, drive you out of your marriage that you needed to leave, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. That was his job, and he did great, but now it’s over. Problem is, you can’t accept that his relationship had a real short shelf life. You’re like a dog at the dump, baby – you’re just lickin’ at the empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you’re not careful, that can’s gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So drop it.”
“But I love him.”
“So love him.”
“But I miss him.”
“So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, then drop it. You’re just afraid to let go of the last bits of David because then you’ll be really alone, and Liz Gilbert is scared to death of what will happen if she’s really alone. But here’s what you gotta understand, Groceries. If you clear out all that space in your mind that you’re using right now to obsess about this guy, you’ll have a vacuum there, an open spot – a doorway. And guess what the universe will do with the doorway? It will rush in – God will rush in – and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed. So stop using David to block that door. Let it go.”
"Sometimes to lose balance for love is part of living a balanced life"
"Listen, balance, my darling, is not letting anybody love you less than you love yourself."
"Do not look at the world through your head; look at it through your heart."
There are so many more others but that all I can remember right now.
I will keep you posted on my search.
Good Night All.
So I decided I need to read this book now too...so my goal is try and read it on my next vacation in a few weeks. The following quotes I posted I love,they mostly have to do about letting go & and setting yourself free.
“But I really loved him.”
“Big deal. So you fell in love with someone. Don’t you see what happened? This guy touched a place in your heart deeper than you thought you were capable of reaching. I mean you got zapped, kiddo. But that love you felt, that’s just the beginning. You just got a taste of love. That’s just limited little rinky-dink mortal love. Wait till you see how much more deeply you can love than that. Heck, Groceries – you have the capacity to someday love the whole world. It’s your destiny. Don’t laugh.”
“I’m not laughing.” I was actually crying. “And please don’t laugh at me now, but I think the reason it’s so hard for me to get over this guy is because I seriously believed David was my soul mate.”
“He probably was. Your problem is you don’t understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can’t let this one go. It’s over, Groceries. David’s purpose was to shake you up, drive you out of your marriage that you needed to leave, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. That was his job, and he did great, but now it’s over. Problem is, you can’t accept that his relationship had a real short shelf life. You’re like a dog at the dump, baby – you’re just lickin’ at the empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you’re not careful, that can’s gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So drop it.”
“But I love him.”
“So love him.”
“But I miss him.”
“So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, then drop it. You’re just afraid to let go of the last bits of David because then you’ll be really alone, and Liz Gilbert is scared to death of what will happen if she’s really alone. But here’s what you gotta understand, Groceries. If you clear out all that space in your mind that you’re using right now to obsess about this guy, you’ll have a vacuum there, an open spot – a doorway. And guess what the universe will do with the doorway? It will rush in – God will rush in – and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed. So stop using David to block that door. Let it go.”
"Sometimes to lose balance for love is part of living a balanced life"
"Listen, balance, my darling, is not letting anybody love you less than you love yourself."
"Do not look at the world through your head; look at it through your heart."
There are so many more others but that all I can remember right now.
I will keep you posted on my search.
Good Night All.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
CRAZY STUPID LOVE
So I went to blockbuster to rent a movie to watch tonight.
I've pretty much have rented everything there already but saw this movie on the wall called Crazy Stupid Love...I could not remember ever seeing a trailer for this movie?.. the cover looked boring...the back of the movie case was blank and didn't say what in the world the movie was about...but the bottom of the DVD case did name the actors and actresses (which are all good) SO I got it anyway.Surprisingly Ended up being a really awesome movie!!!...loved it!!!
Yummy Ryan Gosling is in it... need I say more!?!
Dammmmnnnnnn he's effin hott!!! Honestly he not even OK...in fact he's pure torture!!!
I've pretty much have rented everything there already but saw this movie on the wall called Crazy Stupid Love...I could not remember ever seeing a trailer for this movie?.. the cover looked boring...the back of the movie case was blank and didn't say what in the world the movie was about...but the bottom of the DVD case did name the actors and actresses (which are all good) SO I got it anyway.Surprisingly Ended up being a really awesome movie!!!...loved it!!!
Yummy Ryan Gosling is in it... need I say more!?!
Dammmmnnnnnn he's effin hott!!! Honestly he not even OK...in fact he's pure torture!!!
Friday, November 25, 2011
A journal is a friend that is always there.
So After Popular Recommendations I thought it's time to give it another shot.
I used to Love to write, I would write thoughts,story's,poems,letters,even started books and I surprisingly was very good at it, especially with the poem part,lots of my poems were put in magazines, books and read publicly. So how after all these years I lost my touch for it or maybe just my passion.I have tried to start journals about life experiences but find it difficult.
# 1 problem I seem to be a tad OCD with it, if the hand writings to messy or I'm not sure i spelt something right or used the write phrase or word to express how i feel...or scared i forgot something then i find myself like trying to wripp the page out ..crumble it up and start over.But then I found on the Internet other people have that problem-
"One of the major reasons people quit keeping a journal is fear. “I have to be neat,” they think, or, “I better write profound thoughts.” Not at all. Many of my journal pages are a way of thinking out loud–and often not in words. Sketches, collage, ephemera are vital elements that create journal pages."
# 2 problem is sometimes i rather forget something that i feel and sitting there forcing myself to think about it...can be difficulty hard.But this website helped give me lil more inspiration. http://www.infed.org/research/keeping_a_journal.htm
#3 problem I'll start considering it a chore,bc sometimes I stop being consistant with finding the time to write.
#4 problem is fear of someone finding it..because its so personal,if someone where to read it,it would feel like they went into your Brain...creepy!lol
But last week I found this journal in a store and bought it because I do know it can be helpful.So after sitting in a chair the first nite for hours thinking and not being able to write one thing down..The Second night i finally got the hang of it somehow and I was on a roll...I Wrote 5 pages in one night and Mannn did it feel good to get it out!!! If any one has any recommendation on things that help them keep there journals going please share.
I used to Love to write, I would write thoughts,story's,poems,letters,even started books and I surprisingly was very good at it, especially with the poem part,lots of my poems were put in magazines, books and read publicly. So how after all these years I lost my touch for it or maybe just my passion.I have tried to start journals about life experiences but find it difficult.
# 1 problem I seem to be a tad OCD with it, if the hand writings to messy or I'm not sure i spelt something right or used the write phrase or word to express how i feel...or scared i forgot something then i find myself like trying to wripp the page out ..crumble it up and start over.But then I found on the Internet other people have that problem-
"One of the major reasons people quit keeping a journal is fear. “I have to be neat,” they think, or, “I better write profound thoughts.” Not at all. Many of my journal pages are a way of thinking out loud–and often not in words. Sketches, collage, ephemera are vital elements that create journal pages."
# 2 problem is sometimes i rather forget something that i feel and sitting there forcing myself to think about it...can be difficulty hard.But this website helped give me lil more inspiration. http://www.infed.org/research/keeping_a_journal.htm
#3 problem I'll start considering it a chore,bc sometimes I stop being consistant with finding the time to write.
#4 problem is fear of someone finding it..because its so personal,if someone where to read it,it would feel like they went into your Brain...creepy!lol
But last week I found this journal in a store and bought it because I do know it can be helpful.So after sitting in a chair the first nite for hours thinking and not being able to write one thing down..The Second night i finally got the hang of it somehow and I was on a roll...I Wrote 5 pages in one night and Mannn did it feel good to get it out!!! If any one has any recommendation on things that help them keep there journals going please share.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Birthday # 25 Complete.
So had a Blast for my Birthday...lots of fun events.
After a dozen awesome Cupcake gifts (lol), 2 Delicious dinners,3 Beautiful Bday Cakes,lots of Drinks all this joined with my amazing real friends & family...I'm now 25 :O...now what?...we shall see.
After a dozen awesome Cupcake gifts (lol), 2 Delicious dinners,3 Beautiful Bday Cakes,lots of Drinks all this joined with my amazing real friends & family...I'm now 25 :O...now what?...we shall see.
Cake from the girls at the office, they put so much thought into it for me, I'm really into the color purple right now and sparkles & the heart on top of the cake looks like my tattoo...LOVE YOU GIRLS.MUAH!!!
This Beautiful Victoria Secret Makeup Kit was from my parents...anyone wanna play makeover come on over :)
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Lets do it 25!!!
Good Morning,
So tommorrow I will be 25 years old.
So today I will prepare myself...
I have actully noticed a Change in my body this year...and it's being stubborn...alot harder to maintain..ugh!
One cookie = like 3 pounds...it's Redic!!!
So I'm approching 25 with the following:
~A new Hair do of course (pictured below)
~Overdue Massage appt
~Mani & Pedi
~Face Mask
~ Joined a New Gym
~Will be starting a new diet...after all the birthday dinner and cake though lol
~Purchased new vitamins along with some new makup & hair products.
So tommorrow I will be 25 years old.
So today I will prepare myself...
I have actully noticed a Change in my body this year...and it's being stubborn...alot harder to maintain..ugh!
One cookie = like 3 pounds...it's Redic!!!
So I'm approching 25 with the following:
~A new Hair do of course (pictured below)
~Overdue Massage appt
~Mani & Pedi
~Face Mask
~ Joined a New Gym
~Will be starting a new diet...after all the birthday dinner and cake though lol
~Purchased new vitamins along with some new makup & hair products.
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