CRAZY STUPID LOVE

So I went to blockbuster to rent a movie to watch tonight.
I've pretty much have rented everything there already but saw this movie on the wall called Crazy Stupid Love...I could not remember ever seeing a trailer for this movie?.. the cover looked boring...the back of the movie case was blank and didn't say what in the world the movie was about...but the bottom of the DVD case did name the actors and actresses (which are all good) SO I got it anyway.Surprisingly Ended up being a really awesome movie!!!...loved it!!!
Yummy Ryan Gosling is in it... need I say more!?!
 Dammmmnnnnnn he's effin hott!!! Honestly he not even OK...in fact he's pure torture!!!

A journal is a friend that is always there.

So After Popular Recommendations I thought it's time to give it another shot.

I used to Love to write, I would write thoughts,story's,poems,letters,even started books and I surprisingly was very good at it, especially with the poem part,lots of my poems were put in magazines, books and read publicly. So how after all these years I lost my touch for it or maybe just my passion.I have tried to start journals about life experiences but find it difficult.

# 1 problem I seem to be a tad OCD with it, if the hand writings to messy or I'm not sure i spelt something right or used the write phrase or word to express how i feel...or scared i forgot something then i find myself  like trying to wripp the page out ..crumble it up and start over.But then I found on the Internet other people have that problem-

"One of the major reasons people quit keeping a journal is fear. “I have to be neat,” they think, or, “I better write profound thoughts.” Not at all. Many of my journal pages are a way of thinking out loud–and often not in words. Sketches, collage, ephemera are vital elements that create journal pages."

# 2 problem is sometimes i rather forget something  that i feel and sitting there forcing myself to think about it...can be difficulty hard.But this website helped give me lil more inspiration. http://www.infed.org/research/keeping_a_journal.htm

#3 problem I'll start considering it a chore,bc sometimes I stop being consistant with finding the time to write.

#4 problem is fear of someone finding it..because its so personal,if someone where to read it,it would feel like they went into your Brain...creepy!lol

But last week I found this journal in a store and bought it because I do know it can be helpful.So after sitting in a chair the first nite for hours thinking and not being able to write one thing down..The Second night i  finally   got the hang of it somehow and I was on a roll...I Wrote 5 pages in one night and Mannn did it feel good to get it out!!! If any one has any recommendation on things that help them keep there journals going please share.

Birthday # 25 Complete.

So had a Blast for my Birthday...lots of fun events.
After a dozen  awesome Cupcake gifts (lol), 2 Delicious dinners,3 Beautiful Bday Cakes,lots of Drinks all this joined with my amazing real friends & family...I'm now 25 :O...now what?...we shall see.

Cake from the girls at the office, they put so much thought into it for me, I'm really into the color purple right now and sparkles  & the heart on top of the cake looks like my tattoo...LOVE YOU GIRLS.MUAH!!!

This Beautiful Victoria Secret Makeup Kit was from my parents...anyone wanna play makeover come on over :)

Lets do it 25!!!

Good Morning,

So tommorrow I will be 25 years old.
So today I will prepare myself...
I have actully noticed a Change in my body this year...and it's being stubborn...alot harder to maintain..ugh!
One cookie = like 3 pounds...it's Redic!!!

So I'm approching 25 with the following:

~A new Hair do of course (pictured below)
~Overdue  Massage appt
~Mani & Pedi
~Face Mask
~ Joined a New Gym
~Will be starting a new diet...after all the birthday dinner and cake though lol
~Purchased new vitamins along with some new makup & hair products.

Where I am they call me Scarlett Johansson!

So It's the weekend before my Birthday and I had off work...hmm what to do since I am not in Vegas,Hard Rock Frt Laudy,or at birthday lunch with aka Mr.I don't Know what the Eff I want ???...Time for a plan D before just giving up...I needed to just get away so that's just what I did!
I'm on a mission to clear my mind & find self love again, I have to say it was a  really good start to get help from a positive friend. It's amazing what some inspirational item shopping in a quaint town & a stop for some delish frozen yogurt on a beautiful day can really do for you..Then ending the day with an evening of Reggae Dancing at Bob Marley's in my new outfit with some new sexxy ass boots...even got myself a hott lunch date today :)

 My Birthday Gift to help remind me whats important in life...and I Love It!!!

~Live Life as the Pursuit of Happiness~

For Anyone like me who is a very Vivid Dreamer..you will appreciate this find.

 

Yup Lots of Chocolaty goodness..must be mine lol...but you'd never know I snuck pumpkin flavor on the bottom ;P

Letting go is never easy...

This Song has the perfect lyrics for my current situation,theres not much to be said because it just Speaks for Itself!

Crazy Cupcake Lady

So I figured my very first Blog would be about something that makes me very happy...my obsession for the last 3 years...CUPCAKES!!!. Back then it was rare to see items with cupcakes on them but as the years have gone on it's very popular. I have cupcake EVERYTHING from Kitchen items,decorations,Jewelry to clothing & even Under ware lol.Back In October I went to see a movie with some friends,after leaving the movies we walked by a Paint shop ,where you can take painting classes.In the window was a very eye catching cupcake Painting...but it was late and the shop was closed, about a lil over a month later this painting appeared in one of my very vivid dreams.So I got outta bed and called the shop but it was a Sunday morning and they didn't open till 1pm...finally I got a call back from an extremely bubbly girl stating that YES the painting was still there, I went down to the shop and purchased the canvas painting...now I am just waiting for someone to hang it for me...something about this painting makes me feel very cheerful.I loved the paint shop and plan on taking a painting class there and I also got to meet the artist of my painting ...who was really cool and excited I was buying her painting ,apparently it has almost sold 5 times.